Friday, February 21, 2014

The ugly ducking

Neglected my blog for soooooooooooooooooooooooo long T____________T

well it's not like I have thousands of readers sigh...
okok will start blogging more from now on since holidays are over!    *cries*

Not gonna blog about CNY cause there's nothing special this year and idk why, is it because I've grow up and there are less to hope for? :(

So here's the bomb

Believe it or not this is me when I was in standard 6   and I wonder why I have the courage to post this

I started wearing spectacles at the age of 5 and that time I looked like Harry Potter cause my spectacles were round and small zzz. Can't seem to find the photos cause I decided to blog this last minute haha will post it on my Instagram when I found one (follow me if you didn't :p @shaooomin)

BUT! why did I become Harry Potter??? short hair girl with specs? before that I was quite cute one T__T
If you don't believe here's the prove

cute or not?? haha acting so buai pai seh here~ spot that small eyes of mine :)  and by the way those 2 behind are my parents and I am in their graduation photo hehehe! Something my little brother should be jealous of TEEHEE! ^^

That ic photo was taken when I was 12 and this was taken when I was 3 

14 years old selfie T____T  
Disaster lol and that time I thought I was pretty hahahaha! (bad picture quality, don't blame the nokia 5300)

16 years old haha. Taken during an event at school and I was the emcee, of course I dressed up like a boy. Sometimes I wonder what actually happened to me that I hate to dress up like a girl when I was young and I cannot seem to have an answer...... oh just let it remains a mystery~

My #ootn lolz~ gotta admit I looked cool :p

17 years old and as you can see my handphone's camera improved, and I even know how to take photos hahahaha the 45 degrees theory! Looking back at these photos really made my day, obviously I'm not the prettiest girl in the school but that's what shape me into who I am today. At least I am something different compared to the others :)

LONG HAIR IN PROGRESS.......................................... decided I should have a change so this is it!
and yes that's my best friend hehe <3

tadaa~~~~~~~~~ immediately after coming back from the saloon I took this photo lol and I think I even posted it on Instagram :P first time feeling like a girl oh well :3

Had my fringe cut hehehehe. All my friends were like OHHHHHH is this even you?

 YES IT WAS A HUGE IMPACT because most of us know each other since primary school and for the entire 17 years my first time having long hair   ^o^

This is how I look when during March 2013 hehe. Unlimited selfies in my phone lol especially after I bought my new phone which lasted till now :p


There are times that I feel contented and happy that I'm special and I've been through such a long way before I look like this (by this I mean girlish, not the tomboy me anymore)

But there are also times that I look down on myself because I don't have the perfect body I'm not rich I'm not pretty and the list goes on. What I hope is that someday I can throw all my insecurities and enjoy my life as much as I can with the one I loves.

And for now, I wanna continue changing myself from an ugly duckling to a swan. Hopefully, someday I will and I can :)

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Inspired VSCO shoots

Going back to KL tmr :(  
New semester started this Wednesday but I ponteng cuz wanna stay at home hehehehehe!  :D

Kinda bored in the morning when parents go to work and bro goes to school soooooooooooooooooo


Nice or not?! Pls tell me it is cuz this is my favourite shoot <3

*aiya should leave it at the end hor if not u all dun wanna see the others ady*

Wanna show off the cute chocolate I found in the fridge but don't know why the book took the limelight lolololol~ but nvm, I still think it's nice :p

Christmas not over yet for Shao Min weeeeeeeee

Ritter Sport chocolate that a friend bought from Langkawi   :)
I really love Ritter Sport chocolate, fell in love with it since the day my aunt bought them back from Germany

Things I used: flowers and wooden block (mum's decoration), pines we picked from the floor when we're at Europe


time to pack for tomorrow :(

Friday, January 3, 2014

First page : 2014

Rain rain go away, come again another day, fatty Shao Min wants to jog :( 

3rd day of 2014 and I'm still doing nothing productive!!! 
So imma start blogging, hence when ppl ask I can say I did something productive after all (lame excuse)

Throwback TUESDAY

It was the last day of 2013 after all so boyfie decided to bring me for my first countdown at Desa Park City :) Well it's my first time counting down outside haha, for the past 18 years I was either in my room or at my friend's house lol

Dinner at Namoo on the Park, Publika (finally get to try it hehe) 

The cosy interior that welcomed us. Too bad the indoor seats were full so we had to settle for the outdoor one.

The cosy interior that welcomed us.
Too bad the indoor seats were full so we had to settle for the outdoor one.

Our main : Bibi Rice Burger
Name of the dish so cute hehe. As you can see, it is special because they replaced the bread with rice (well it taste like glutinous rice for me but much tastier)

Sweet potato cake for dessert because many people recommended this. It's not too sweet for a cake and I think it's nice, just that is is quite filling and it is best to share between 2 to 3 person.

Green Tea Latte that turned out surprisingly good! :)

Spent the rest of the day at the crowded Desa Park City. 

Well nothing special about the countdown, it's just like another carnival.

The nicest part is when the fireworks went off. The feeling when he hug me and watched the sky become bright. <3