okok will start blogging more from now on since holidays are over! *cries*
Not gonna blog about CNY cause there's nothing special this year and idk why, is it because I've grow up and there are less to hope for? :(
So here's the bomb
Believe it or not this is me when I was in standard 6
BUT! why did I become Harry Potter??? short hair girl with specs? before that I was quite cute one T__T
If you don't believe here's the prove
cute or not?? haha acting so buai pai seh here~ spot that small eyes of mine :) and by the way those 2 behind are my parents and I am in their graduation photo hehehe! Something my little brother should be jealous of TEEHEE! ^^
That ic photo was taken when I was 12 and this was taken when I was 3
SO BIG DIFFERENCE!
14 years old selfie T____T
Disaster lol and that time I thought I was pretty hahahaha! (bad picture quality, don't blame the nokia 5300)
16 years old haha. Taken during an event at school and I was the emcee, of course I dressed up like a boy. Sometimes I wonder what actually happened to me that I hate to dress up like a girl when I was young and I cannot seem to have an answer...... oh just let it remains a mystery~
My #ootn lolz~ gotta admit I looked cool :p
LONG HAIR IN PROGRESS.......................................... decided I should have a change so this is it!
and yes that's my best friend hehe <3
tadaa~~~~~~~~~ immediately after coming back from the saloon I took this photo lol and I think I even posted it on Instagram :P first time feeling like a girl oh well :3
Had my fringe cut hehehehe. All my friends were like OHHHHHH is this even you?
YES IT WAS A HUGE IMPACT because most of us know each other since primary school and for the entire 17 years my first time having long hair ^o^
This is how I look when during March 2013 hehe. Unlimited selfies in my phone lol especially after I bought my new phone which lasted till now :p
AND HOW I LOOK NOW YAY! ;D
There are times that I feel contented and happy that I'm special and I've been through such a long way before I look like this (by this I mean girlish, not the tomboy me anymore)
But there are also times that I look down on myself because I don't have the perfect body I'm not rich I'm not pretty and the list goes on. What I hope is that someday I can throw all my insecurities and enjoy my life as much as I can with the one I loves.
And for now, I wanna continue changing myself from an ugly duckling to a swan. Hopefully, someday I will and I can :)